My Fairy Tale

Ahhh.. I’m so moody lately. Here is my poem….

In the next few month,
Maybe we’ll not be together again.
I am pretending to be so good.
But I’m not.
I wanna hold you.
But I couldn’t.
I wanna hug you.
But I couldn’t.
You seem so far away.
I really miss u.
Can u make me smile like before?
Can u make me happy like before?
Maybe,
I shouldn’t have turned back tht day.
If only, I could forgot u in a hour.
If only, I could find another you in a minute.
Yeaaahhh.. You’re irreplaceable.

I’m so bored. Huh, skool’s so f*ck up recently. I’m not feeling well too. uHHHHHH….

Hey, I wanna tell you a story about the love a woman & a man who love each other. Unfortunately, they are never be together…
This woman love the man for almost half of her life. She met him at highskool. They’ve been best friend ever since. They knew that they loved each other. But dunno why, they never be a bf and gf. *BooHooo*
The girl is waiting and waiting. Until one day, they make their own decision. The woman get married to a man who can make her happy. (Sure, she’ll!) But, The man never get married.
The woman is so happy with her life. She gets everything she want. Love, family, bag, branded stuff and what-so-ever. In other hand, the man isn’t.
One day, the woman walks home with her two little cute children from school. They laugh and they look so happy. Suddenly, the woman stop. She stares at the man in front of him, a part of her past life who always hurts her. A part of her life that is missing. She cries without tears. She misses him, the one who gave her all of the happiest memories.

She might have been happy with her life. But something’s missing. Something’s gone. Something that she can’t reach.

Hikz, I’m so sad. Why did you make this tearfull story? But, It was beautiful, though.

It’s 21.20 now. I got a headache. Uhhh… It’s bugging me!
I was out (again!) with Adi and Reiner. Hehehe.. It’s nice to go out with them.. I have known Adi since Year 11 and become bestfriend ever since. He’s kinda funny-looking guy who always smiles wherever he goes. Hey, dun forget our plan on Sunday. (That super-delicious Popcorn will be waiting for us, boy!)
"Hey, I am happy today. Very happy. Tenkiu for everything. Even I look so ‘normal’, I couldn’t hide my Feeling. You made me so happy. Thx a lot!"

I guess, I just need to be me. Not anyone. Listen to my own heart..
Nite, guys…

My Monday is pretty good, though. It ain’t as bad as yesterday. I was out for lunch with my two buddies. Joey/Joel/whatever took me home. I was surprised tht he could drive. Hahaha.. sORY jo…
We went to Universal Service to pay Joey’s administration. Actually, Joey is accepted at NAFA. He’s good, isn’t he? Yeaaww. You rawk, dude!
Uhm.. Dunno what to do. Tommorow, I am going to have a accountancy test. It’s kinda easy. But dunno la. Wish me luck ^^

Ehm, friends… Tenkiu for all your advises. It doesn’t work for him. He’s so different with other guys. Anyway, You are still my dearest bestfriends. As dearest as ever…

Godbless ^^

Dear X,
I know tht u’ll read this blog. Whatsoever, I want you to know that I’ll never leave you. This is the only way to keep goin’ with our life, so u don’t have to wait for me.
X, You’re too good to be true. You’re popular and good-looking. You have many fans too. Hehehe.. But Listen, You may be broken rite now. I just want u to know, I do love you.
I never broke someone’s heart, though. And I won’t. I don’t want u to regret wht u have taken in the last year of our high school. It’s just me, an ordinary girl (who are so-not ur type). You’ll find thousands of me out there. Not just one, but thousand. It is just how u r going to take care the one you love.
I know u love me. But u force me to do something who’s so-not me. Yeah, maybe someday I’ll change. But not rite now.
I’m not leaving, anyway. I am just giving u space to enjoy ur life, ok? (Ok,maybe it’s too dramatic! Sorry! But It’s from my heart!)
I’ll always remember ur word, even u don’t mean it anymore. You said, "Even I’m gone and leaved you. Remember, I’ll be back to you at the end. Leave a space in your heart, even the small one, it’s ok!"
Hey, Whatever’ll happen, there are lot spaces for you in my heart. Even I say there arent, yes!! There is..
I’m not anybody, but you are somebody.
Remember, everyone’s changing. You can’t only see from one point of view. World consists of billions different ppl. Someday, u’ll change.
For a better person.. ^^
Adore the one who you love, Cherish her. I know you can do it. You just have to try harder. Don’t wait until someone’ changed. You must changed first. And I’m sure, everything will change for you.
GODbless..