Ironic Day
Friday, May 18th, 2007Another boring day. Damn!! (~.~)z
Urggh, no school, no hang out, no HIM!! My holiday’s kinda suck.
I wanna write a story about him. But this time, he won’t able to read it. (Hahaha ^^) Hiks, I am hurted again. For the very last time (maybe!). He’s gone and left me again.
Am I too selfish? I can’t be his bestfriend forever. I need time for all of these. I wanna leave him, but I can’t. He’s drowning. He’s so lonely. I am the only one who know his probs. I don’t want him to suffer. How about me? I’m suffering too.
I am beside him. I am watching, wondering, and crying. Arrghh.. I caught in the middle.
God, give me strength to cheer him, to be with him, and to strength him. Maybe I’m hurtED, but I know u send me to help him. I’d be strong enough to make him stronger.
YEAAGGGHH!! I can do it…
